netherwork | @kuruko

well if it's anything like hanahaki... we have something where I'm from. a story not something that actually happens where having an unrequited love can have the same effect so if it's like that, it's less that having a soulmate will fix things but having your feelings returned maybe? do you want a soulmate? even after you start to feel better?

i dont have those feelings

[ clearly the most important thing to address, and she's abrupt enough and focused enough to be clear she's taken this as an insult. ]

sorry, I didn't mean to assume. just trying to relate this to something I know but my question still stands, would you want a soulmate even after the illness passes?

you ask a lot of questions

[ personal questions, she means. but then she thinks of noctis, and how he'd told mavis that she was a bad conversationalist. she throws her arm over her forehead, groaning up at the ceiling of the little shack she has been squatting in, and — ]

what good is yours?

[ because she wants to be good at this. she wants to connect. she wants a soulmate. only, it seems utterly incompatible with the person that she has become. ]

sorry. I have a habit of talking too much thanks for calling me out. I appreciate it

I tried to kill someone he brought me back from the brink

[ That was before the soul bond, but ]

we keep each other steady it's a weird feeling for sure, but I'm grateful to have him I don't know if I would still be here as I am without him to be honest

the brink of what

[ what's wrong with murder? asks the warrior ]

my shadow's desires I've never killed. I don't plan to make a habit out of it

[ And if she does... they deserve what they get, for what they did to her family. ]

are you sure it wasnt you who wanted to do it

positive

[ Fastest text ever. ]

I had no reason to. it would've only made things worse needless acts of violence aren't my thing

[ now that nagano has told her that this is his soulmate ... ]

what is
what is your thing

[ she's trying so hard to get better at conversation ]

[ There's a brief break in the texts. ]

that's a good question actually music maybe? and I mean fighting too but never to kill. but because moving around feels good and I know some people aren't able to even if they need to

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sometimes you have to kill
sometimes fighting isnt enough

and I believe there's always a way to work around that I don't feel that I have the right to decide who lives or dies I believe that people should be punished for what they've done death is just a release from that punishment

punishing people who hurt you is indulgent
all i care is making sure they cant do it again

and I think killing them is indulgent there are much worse things than death death means they don't have to deal with the consequences of what they've done

i dont care if they deal with the consequences
i care about staying alive

[ ...What kind of world is this person from if that's their chief concern? ]

coming here must be really hard for you then

dont pity me
we are all dead

you mentioned music

it's not pity. it's concern

[ But she knows when to ease off the gas, so-- ]

that's right I'm a musician I mostly sing, but I haven't met an instrument I haven't been able to figure out what about you? what do you like to do?

i sing sometimes
not for anyone else
when i have wood or metal i make figures

if you ever feel like singing for or with someone let me know I'd love to hear you really? that's so cool!! but how do you make them out of metal?

you can bend it
or cut it
join pieces together

oh you're right~ I think I've seen jewelry made like that but making them into figures sounds like something else do you mean things like animals?

animals
plants
whatever

they arent good

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