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[killtohero]

Heyya ghouls and gals

I have no idea what the fuck im doing haha - this is the place to connect to folks around here, right?

Names Kazutora Hanemiya! From Tokyo, circa 2006, if that means anything to anyone.

This place is lonely, so... can you guys say hi? Tell me about yourselves, and maybe a favorite hobby or memory from back home?

Also! Haha, I've done some really bad shit! But I wanna get better. I had a therapist, but now obviously I dont.

So if anyone here knows how to deal with an absolute trash fire (thats me yay), or if you guys know of a therapist, please lemme know and its an IOU from me ♥

Thank you!

Comments

[hexgem]

i guess
i didn't know they had doctors for that

you really think you can be better?

[killtohero]

... idk

but the last person I killed was my best friend, and i loved him.. and he forgave me, pushed the knife in himself, told me nothing was my fault. he wanted me to live so I could be better.

so, for him.. i have to try. maybe its impossible, but i have to try, and I cant give up til i die.

[He'd blink back tears... fuck, he didn't even know this person and he was going in deep.]

anyway sorry! fuck im being depressing haha

.. you ever wanted someone to help you with any shit before?

[hexgem]

it's okay...
i've killed friends before too

[ None of them ever told her that it was okay but Jinx relates enough that she feels compelled to share. ]

maybe? i mean i guess so
but i didn't even know it was a thing until now
i don't think we have therapists were i'm from

[killtohero]

[His eyes would soften as he'd read that. It wasn't good, of course. This person he'd just met had suffered similarly, or maybe still was, and it wasn't good. But.. it was nice to know there was someone here who understood him. Really got it, to be in that headspace. He wished..]

Wanna come with me? When I find one? Its way easier with a buddy, I hear, and if it gets to be too much or you just wanna be like fuck it im out, then thats totally cool by me.

but it might help. its helping me so far.

[hexgem]

um
yeah okay
can't hurt to see what it's all about

Sorry for the delay, end of year work crunch is MAD!!

[killtohero]

He'd grin, glad to know he'd have a buddy when it came down to having to meet someone new and spill his guts.. better that then wanting to spill the other guy's guts, right-?

great! then ill ping you when I find someone
and hey if I cant find anyone im happy to listen if you ever wanna grab a drink and bitch about life or something shitty that happened or w/e
You seem genuinely cool and I yearn to hear voices other than the crazy one in my head lol