@mikey / bloom

[invinciblemikey]

(he's fucking sick. the joys of loving and being loved in return, and also, merely thinking that he's not loved back. absolutely thrilling.

he hates this. big means that leaving his home is being very hard, and he's breaking out fevers, having difficulty breathing, and much worse than he has been in his life. that says something.)

looking for errand people. will pay accordingly.

p.s.: my little sister used to read stories about the whole coughing flowers situation. it's called hanahaki. something something, one-sided love, get that person to love you or die trying but literally? i don't remember much else. the younger japanese people might know better.

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[killtohero]

a. you could be
b. oh age is just a construct mikey~
c. WAIT WTF WHAT???

[Gripping his phone, fingers trembling]

where is he???

[invinciblemikey]

a. no is no.
b. it ain't.

... i don't know. here's his number.

(and attached to the message is baji's contact.)

[killtohero]

[Kazutora gasping loudly and going to send a message to Baji, before he'd write back to Mikey]

fuck. thank you-! is he-- okay??

[invinciblemikey]

... i roughed him up a bit. he's fine, though.

[killtohero]

roughed him up? how so?

[invinciblemikey]

we had an altercation.

(is this what's going to be for kazutora to hate him? then be it.)

[killtohero]

in which you kicked his ass?
wow yeah sounds like a wednesday or tuesday or any day pff

at least your bad habit of beating the shit out of ppl hasnt gone away

[invinciblemikey]

rude.

[killtohero]

as if ive ever been polite~

... well okay guess i was at one point but w/e

[invinciblemikey]

not whatever.

[killtohero]

hah, definitely forever -- the old old polite me was also a push over and a bother. good riddance, right?

[invinciblemikey]

he was never a bother to me.

he was sweet. and kind. and thoughtful. i loved him very much.

[killtohero]

[Kazu's eyes would widen before they'd squint, filling with tears..]

could you love him again..?

[invinciblemikey]

(oh, fuck. this hurts. he could, but-- it's not ideal. he shouldn't, he couldn't, not as he is, not the way his brain is currently wired.

but he doesn't want to ruin this either. it wouldn't be fair.

fuck.)

yes. but i still need you to listen, okay?

[killtohero]

okay but.. if youre gonna ask me to go away then that doesnt really help, you know?

are you gonna ask me to go away?

[invinciblemikey]

i know.

i'm sorry.

[killtohero]

i guess.. its worse to be alone then to be killed.

so probably I deserve it, yeah?

[invinciblemikey]

you're not alone.

and you don't deserve it.

[killtohero]

... you know, fuck it. we should just go get drunk and forget everything for a minute and stop worrying. know a good bar?